The Golden Goddess Story – Chapter 5 – Death & Rebirth

After declaring a spirit quest in March 2011 things didn’t get any clearer.  It wasn’t like the stars aligned and I finally saw the path open before me.  In fact, things got worse.  Finding myself would take years and a lot of rock bottoms.  Not rock bottom where I lost myself to drugs or alcohol … More The Golden Goddess Story – Chapter 5 – Death & Rebirth

Love, Healing, and Christmas Miracles

 I’m working towards a Christmas miracle and I believe it’s possible.  I’m asking that you believe with me. While I’m staying at my dad’s I’ve kept my apartment with every intention of being able to care for myself again.  That’s six weeks from now approximately and a lot can happen in 6 weeks. Christmas has always been my favorite holiday and not because of the presents but because of the energy.  There is an energy of hope in the world around Christmas, probably created by the millions of children, but it could have something to do with Christmas cookies as well. Either way, I plan to harness that energy and let if flow through my life.   … More Love, Healing, and Christmas Miracles


Slowly, my mind, body, and spirit have started to heal.  I find myself different once again. I try to pinpoint the change, but I cannot.  It wasn’t any one thing. I only know that I have let go of something very heavy. Something that I could no longer carry.  Maybe it was all the rules, the requirements I had for myself, maybe it was my expectations. Maybe it was the search for the right answer.  It may have been the judgments on myself. Maybe it was all of it. … More Changes

The Golden Goddess Story – Chapter Four – Finding Faith

On March 31st, 2011, I declared a Spiritual Quest.  I didn’t know what a spiritual quest was. I had no idea what it entailed.  I proclaimed it all the same. “I’ve lost my spirituality.  I feel empty and lost. I refuse to continue to live life like this.  So, I am beginning my spiritual quest. How exactly one does this I’m not sure.  In fact, the thought made me laugh. Nevertheless, I am now on a spiritual quest and I have faith that the universe is going to help me along the path.  Do you hear that universe?” … More The Golden Goddess Story – Chapter Four – Finding Faith